Sunday, July 19, 2009

THE MATRIX Convolusions

A word of Caution : please be patient
Consider a world with no problems. each and every damn person is happy and satisfied with his/her life. everything is systematic and predictable (though levels of prescient can be a matter of discussion). there will be no hunger, no disease and no epidemic in that world. no wars will be there and no one will enjoy the superiority over the others. everything in that world will be almost perfect (or imperfect!!). that world will overpass the human idea of reality may be because we see the reality in pains and sufferings only.
The only one way to get this thing is the creation of MATRIX. we as human beings have destroyed almost every beautiful natural thing of our planet but as a matter of fact we have done this because of our happiness only. we have done this because some of us want to lead the rest or some of us want to be more rich than the others. this is a non-stop race that will lead us to nowhere, so better we deserved to be plugged in. that is nothing but a helping hand to us as it offers a path of our salvation and happiness with lesser cost (or with higher cost!!).
MATRIX is a web of computer codes (AS YOU ALL KNOW FROM MATRIX TRILOGY). you are plugged in now and you will eventually find yourself inside a program. for example if you are sitting in a coffee shop then it means that a program is written for that coffee shop in the MATRIX. you are inside a program but still you aren't a program. how it can be? how can someone be inside a computer program i wonder.

but it is possible if you are an object i guess and the program using you as soon as you approach it. in short, the coffee shop program is written with some CLASSES , CLASSES can have variables and functions. now consider that you are just an object of that CLASS . it means that now some function can propose the functionality of calling a waiter to order something. other function may provide you the functionality of bill payment. it means that as long as you are in that COFFEE SHOP program your behaviour is pretty predictable because as an object you can refer to the functions which are only defined in that particular class. so inside a program you are also behaving like a piece of code!! it means that you can be hacked or broken by some program,that particular program will be an agent of the MATRIX. agent programs will be created to save the matrix. they will be the global programs provided with every key to open every door.

question stands why the MATRIX should be created at all. I reckon that it will normalize the trajectory of our joys and sorrows which in general is highly zig-zag.creation of matrix is not intended for the abasement of human race but on the contrary it will provide us better life.

the first thing the matrix will do is - it will end all those differences which are coupled with our birth. some people are more brainy or more attractive or more rich than the others and that too from the time of their birth only.the question is which thing decides that a kid will born to the rich and prosperous parents and the another one to the poor and deprived ones who with their best efforts are not able to even feed him/her properly. the most obvious answer to this query is GOD. we can safely say that it is GOD's will but what if the GOD doesn't has any plan for anyone of us and everything is just behaving randomly.

MATRIX can eliminate these differences.All the plugged in people will be loaded with same programs or different programs with the same level. MATRIX will not provide us with that much of diversities but all of our sufferings are because of the diversities only. what's wrong if you know only few things in your life provided you don't know the other things. 'IGNORANCE IS A BLISS' . MATRIX will help us. it will take away that luck factor from our life. no one will feel ignored in the MATRIX because for everyone programming is done with same intelligence and intentions. may be the programming of MATRIX will be better then the programming of GOD which seems to have lots of bugs.

At your birth your mind will be introduced into the matrix. remember now you are nothing but a single program in the ocean of infinite programs.two older programs will be selected as your parents. those programs will help you in everything as normally parents does. this can be done by passing the variables from those programs into you (you are a program now). you as a program will consist of many functions and the variable passed by those programs will call the corresponding functions in you. for example you may have a function for going to school. the point is that functions in you will be called at right time. it should not be like that your wedding function (in which your parents will look for a life partner for you provided you are doing an arrange marriage in matrix too, and this function will be called by you i guess, not by your parents) is being called before your school function or sexual function (which is supposed to activate your reproductive organs and of course these kind of functions will be called by the matrix main program , not by your parents).

As you can see that life in the MATRIX will be fun for us. we will not need to worry about anything because at a particular time a specific function will be called to fulfill our needs. I guess this whole concept is not as insane as it seems and it can happen. matrix will stop people eating other people. all will be the same there. everyone will be the special and hence no one.

here you can argue that it will end all the uncertainties of life and the real fun of life is in that only. but let me remind you that this thing is good as long as you are on the lucky side. the moment uncertainty costs you , you will curse that thing. i guess that happiness of some lucky people is less important than the grief of others. MATRIX surely won't give you the sudden spikes of happiness but it will eliminate your sorrows. it is up to you now what you want to choose.

SO ARE YOU READY TO BE PLUGGED IN?

enJOY

Sunday, July 5, 2009

HE , THEM and Happyness

'i was never good enough for them, still i am not' he uttered laconically..he was saying that to himself may be!!

'what the hell you are talking man, it is not like this. in which sense and dimension you find yourself just unworthy for them' this was his friend, may be his only friend, may be somebody who have seen him in real ,the one who is well aware of his facts and feelings!!

the conversation wasn't very dramatic as it is all written above. he was still terrified, he was still not sure about himself. he was dragged , he was tormented and still he was miles away from a fine accomplishment of his own, an accomplishment he didn't care about too much in his past. it has come back or perhaps it has come now. he was insecure , he was obscure!!

he was a fine kid once. he was a promising kid once. he got into something very rare. he was happy then.

it breaks again..may be it was a silence or it was a broken conduit through which he has just got a glimpse of his early past. his friend still looking at him , not sure what to say and not sure what not to say..

'in every aspect, starting from the very obvious and inevitable to the core which is unseen' he replied. again it was a darkness, again it was an emptiness. he was feeling it again.

after that rare he was happy, well the level of his happiness dented with the time though. he was not getting one thing, he was not intimating that thing. he tried hard sometimes but he failed and sometimes he even failed to define his failures. he attempted to finalize something but he was never able to consolidate anything because of some unexpected hits which he was not expecting precisely.

he was discarded by them , he was ignored by them and he was forgotten by them. he was asked to pay a high price for them. sometimes he was very angry with them. he accused them. he blamed them but it was all his fault.

click!! ' it is not like that , i don't understand why you are always that much self critical. it is just a matter of time. let it come as it will come for sure' his friend tried to buy his sanity.

he paused , he smiled, he nodded. 'yeah , you are right!!!LOL'

he broke the ice with that LOL, but both of them were aware of reality that neither of them have yet achieved what they are looking for. he was denied the desired level of frustrations while his friend has failed to send him back to the normalcy.

they chuckled, they talked. they went to their own way and then he was all alone again. he was feeling it again but now in a different way. he admitted the destiny, he prayed to god. 'they are not doing anything wrong, they are just behaving like normal people with normal desires' he said that to himself. he did sit , he admitted his unworthiness again but not for remaining unworthy.he decided to buy his way to happiness. he tried for it. he is still buying it in his own way.

perhaps he is a happy man now, he is living for his dream now. his dreams are different and he don't even know whether he will be able to get the thing which has triggered all this.

BUT STILL HE IS BUYING HIS WAY to happiness rest he guess he can't control!!

enJOY