A Right by a Fight

"in life go straight and take a right- salman khan"

My dear friends...i am back ..this time i will not bore you with some kind of analytical bullshit..although i am curious about your responses for my first creation in English..

HERE I GO--

one day your sorrows will go

you will be carried away by the happiest glow

your heart will be pacified

your agony will blow


you can imagine the above moment

but there is a long way to go

you have to defeat all to achieve your goal

but need to conquer your own fear first of all


you may got hurt during your quest

but it will be worthy for your taste

you want to taste the success in the end

so you have to go without an enervation and bend


the quest may claim your fortune

but it may give you the moments and opportunes

the onus is on you to prove yourself worthy

without that you will be ugly and earthy


you can be somebody someday

your peers can take pride from you in their own way

you can find your love meanwhile

you may laugh with her for your whole life

you can see now what you can get

you can feel now what you don't have

so you get the reason to live and fight

you have to prove yourself worthy for that right


enJOY

Parag

KHAN doesn't matter

I-day..INDIANs again agitated..this time SHAHRUKH KHAN was stopped on the US airport and was detained for two hours in vein. this incident is sensational enough to make us angry, make our media confrontational...!! how they can treat our bollywood ICON like this..so cunning that somebody from our government said ' we will treat US people like this i.e TIT-FOR-TAT'!!

Well but i have something to confess here. i didn't find this event at all insulting...may be i have lost that patriotic urge for my nation or i see it as a cause and effect relationship..well u decide in the end of this session.
'respect is not demanded , it is commanded'.
if some of you people have seen SRK starred 'SWADES' , you can find a scintilla of similarity here between our criticism of this event and one scene from this movie in which SRK argued with the villagers on their blind belief that india is a better country than US because of our culture. at that time SRK refuted their testimony by putting some harsh but self introspective words. he just asked them that how can be our country so much great when you people can't even stand for a single cause together. 'we are not greatest' LETS FACE IT....he concluded!!!
back to present
Now tell me one thing 'is there any attack on US after 9/11?' answer is NO...and why is that..that is because they are determined to defend their country and each & every countryman ..no matter what the cost is. they are not the soft targets like us. they have identified the problem of terrorism within the 7 years and they have made themselves just invincible against that.

Now come to INDIA..it is facing terrorism since 1980s and we don't know when this will stop (26/11 still haunting us). we are not even able to come up with a solid plan to fight terror in 30 years and we still think that we can blame US for these security checks. US is saving itself because it is committed towards the safety of all people who live there. it is nothing wrong to save yourself at any cost and we indians don't do this. we are careless people and we want all to be like us. well , that is not the case here!!
well i am not supporting US , i am just advocating the US doctrine here. they are simply sending a message to the whole world that is 'we don't give a damn about anyone. we are going to follow the rules stringently' and my friends that is the message which scares the terror.
'India is a weak country' or more precisely politically weak country. the whole world knows that we are the soft target for terrorism and whatever happens we are not going to change ourselves. we will keep on dying , we will keep on exclaiming, we will keep on pretending, we will keep on crying and all is that because of only one thing we don't do and that is 'ACTION'.

This debate is beyond the shahrukh and khan. this incident and our resulted outcry shows that how weak we are and what is US perception for indians but ironically we can't blame US for this. we just can't demand our respect unless we know how to command it.
well so much for the 62nd I-Day.
AND BY THE WAY HAppy independence day to all of you..
enJOY
P.S 'The title of this post has a dual meaning, i hope you will get the intended one'

TO THE READERS

my childhood history-
I KICKED LION'S FACE
PULLED TIGER'S TAIL
BROKE CHEETAH'S LEG
THREW ELEPHANTS
then.......
toy shop owner kicked me out
to the readers-
please provide me with the opinion that wht kind of post u like from me!! like light , funny , analytical or critical ?
your feedback will be highly appreciated
PARAG

THE MATRIX Convolusions

A word of Caution : please be patient
Consider a world with no problems. each and every damn person is happy and satisfied with his/her life. everything is systematic and predictable (though levels of prescient can be a matter of discussion). there will be no hunger, no disease and no epidemic in that world. no wars will be there and no one will enjoy the superiority over the others. everything in that world will be almost perfect (or imperfect!!). that world will overpass the human idea of reality may be because we see the reality in pains and sufferings only.
The only one way to get this thing is the creation of MATRIX. we as human beings have destroyed almost every beautiful natural thing of our planet but as a matter of fact we have done this because of our happiness only. we have done this because some of us want to lead the rest or some of us want to be more rich than the others. this is a non-stop race that will lead us to nowhere, so better we deserved to be plugged in. that is nothing but a helping hand to us as it offers a path of our salvation and happiness with lesser cost (or with higher cost!!).
MATRIX is a web of computer codes (AS YOU ALL KNOW FROM MATRIX TRILOGY). you are plugged in now and you will eventually find yourself inside a program. for example if you are sitting in a coffee shop then it means that a program is written for that coffee shop in the MATRIX. you are inside a program but still you aren't a program. how it can be? how can someone be inside a computer program i wonder.

but it is possible if you are an object i guess and the program using you as soon as you approach it. in short, the coffee shop program is written with some CLASSES , CLASSES can have variables and functions. now consider that you are just an object of that CLASS . it means that now some function can propose the functionality of calling a waiter to order something. other function may provide you the functionality of bill payment. it means that as long as you are in that COFFEE SHOP program your behaviour is pretty predictable because as an object you can refer to the functions which are only defined in that particular class. so inside a program you are also behaving like a piece of code!! it means that you can be hacked or broken by some program,that particular program will be an agent of the MATRIX. agent programs will be created to save the matrix. they will be the global programs provided with every key to open every door.

question stands why the MATRIX should be created at all. I reckon that it will normalize the trajectory of our joys and sorrows which in general is highly zig-zag.creation of matrix is not intended for the abasement of human race but on the contrary it will provide us better life.

the first thing the matrix will do is - it will end all those differences which are coupled with our birth. some people are more brainy or more attractive or more rich than the others and that too from the time of their birth only.the question is which thing decides that a kid will born to the rich and prosperous parents and the another one to the poor and deprived ones who with their best efforts are not able to even feed him/her properly. the most obvious answer to this query is GOD. we can safely say that it is GOD's will but what if the GOD doesn't has any plan for anyone of us and everything is just behaving randomly.

MATRIX can eliminate these differences.All the plugged in people will be loaded with same programs or different programs with the same level. MATRIX will not provide us with that much of diversities but all of our sufferings are because of the diversities only. what's wrong if you know only few things in your life provided you don't know the other things. 'IGNORANCE IS A BLISS' . MATRIX will help us. it will take away that luck factor from our life. no one will feel ignored in the MATRIX because for everyone programming is done with same intelligence and intentions. may be the programming of MATRIX will be better then the programming of GOD which seems to have lots of bugs.

At your birth your mind will be introduced into the matrix. remember now you are nothing but a single program in the ocean of infinite programs.two older programs will be selected as your parents. those programs will help you in everything as normally parents does. this can be done by passing the variables from those programs into you (you are a program now). you as a program will consist of many functions and the variable passed by those programs will call the corresponding functions in you. for example you may have a function for going to school. the point is that functions in you will be called at right time. it should not be like that your wedding function (in which your parents will look for a life partner for you provided you are doing an arrange marriage in matrix too, and this function will be called by you i guess, not by your parents) is being called before your school function or sexual function (which is supposed to activate your reproductive organs and of course these kind of functions will be called by the matrix main program , not by your parents).

As you can see that life in the MATRIX will be fun for us. we will not need to worry about anything because at a particular time a specific function will be called to fulfill our needs. I guess this whole concept is not as insane as it seems and it can happen. matrix will stop people eating other people. all will be the same there. everyone will be the special and hence no one.

here you can argue that it will end all the uncertainties of life and the real fun of life is in that only. but let me remind you that this thing is good as long as you are on the lucky side. the moment uncertainty costs you , you will curse that thing. i guess that happiness of some lucky people is less important than the grief of others. MATRIX surely won't give you the sudden spikes of happiness but it will eliminate your sorrows. it is up to you now what you want to choose.

SO ARE YOU READY TO BE PLUGGED IN?

enJOY

HE , THEM and Happyness

'i was never good enough for them, still i am not' he uttered laconically..he was saying that to himself may be!!

'what the hell you are talking man, it is not like this. in which sense and dimension you find yourself just unworthy for them' this was his friend, may be his only friend, may be somebody who have seen him in real ,the one who is well aware of his facts and feelings!!

the conversation wasn't very dramatic as it is all written above. he was still terrified, he was still not sure about himself. he was dragged , he was tormented and still he was miles away from a fine accomplishment of his own, an accomplishment he didn't care about too much in his past. it has come back or perhaps it has come now. he was insecure , he was obscure!!

he was a fine kid once. he was a promising kid once. he got into something very rare. he was happy then.

it breaks again..may be it was a silence or it was a broken conduit through which he has just got a glimpse of his early past. his friend still looking at him , not sure what to say and not sure what not to say..

'in every aspect, starting from the very obvious and inevitable to the core which is unseen' he replied. again it was a darkness, again it was an emptiness. he was feeling it again.

after that rare he was happy, well the level of his happiness dented with the time though. he was not getting one thing, he was not intimating that thing. he tried hard sometimes but he failed and sometimes he even failed to define his failures. he attempted to finalize something but he was never able to consolidate anything because of some unexpected hits which he was not expecting precisely.

he was discarded by them , he was ignored by them and he was forgotten by them. he was asked to pay a high price for them. sometimes he was very angry with them. he accused them. he blamed them but it was all his fault.

click!! ' it is not like that , i don't understand why you are always that much self critical. it is just a matter of time. let it come as it will come for sure' his friend tried to buy his sanity.

he paused , he smiled, he nodded. 'yeah , you are right!!!LOL'

he broke the ice with that LOL, but both of them were aware of reality that neither of them have yet achieved what they are looking for. he was denied the desired level of frustrations while his friend has failed to send him back to the normalcy.

they chuckled, they talked. they went to their own way and then he was all alone again. he was feeling it again but now in a different way. he admitted the destiny, he prayed to god. 'they are not doing anything wrong, they are just behaving like normal people with normal desires' he said that to himself. he did sit , he admitted his unworthiness again but not for remaining unworthy.he decided to buy his way to happiness. he tried for it. he is still buying it in his own way.

perhaps he is a happy man now, he is living for his dream now. his dreams are different and he don't even know whether he will be able to get the thing which has triggered all this.

BUT STILL HE IS BUYING HIS WAY to happiness rest he guess he can't control!!

enJOY

mere DOST log!!!

" I dedicate these lines to some of my distinguished friends"

क्यूँ उदास हो तुम , क्यूँ आवाज़ से नजरंदाज हो तुम !
तुमने खो दिये शायद अपने सपने , पर उन सपनो से कहाँ आज़ाद हो तुम !!

एक मुस्कुराते हुए चेहरे के सरताज हो तुम , किसी गुनगुनाते हुए गीत के ताल हो तुम !
तुम शायद भूल गए उन लम्हों को , पर उन लम्हों के कल, आज हो तुम !!

एक बहती हुई नदी की निर्मल धारा हो तुम, हर सुबह के उगते हुए सूरज की श्वेत आभा हो तुम!
शायद तुमने कभी ना सोचा हो यह , पर हमारी हर कल्पना का आधार हो तुम !!

कभी समय की तरह न रुकने वाले एक एहसास हो तुम, हमारी हर आस और विश्वास में हो तुम!
तुम्हे शायद यह नहीं पता हो, पर हमारी ज़िन्दगी के हर अंदाज़ में हो तुम !!

enJOY

beyond the things

Blogging is tough i guess because i never find issues very easily. honestly i am still not clear what i am going to write here but presumptions sometimes help. you want to know what i have presumed before start writing this article, i will tell you that in the end.

I often wonder that are we just one person away from achieving the best for us? take the case of GRAVITATION. It was just one person away to get itself discovered and the person was NEWTON or A kid in the market who desperately crying for a ice cream just need someone who can buy that for him. That ice cream momentarily means a lot to that kid, it will give him the pleasure of his life at that particular time. Also a coach can bring out the best from a player, he can motivate and guide him to the top.

We all have capabilities, what we need is the trigger. we need someone to tell us that we are the best and we can do this. of course some people aren't lucky enough to have someone to tell them this and yet they accomplish the things. they are invincible. they have such a strong self motivation that they don't need any from outside but in general we all are motivated externally most of the times because we look too much away from us in compare to looking towards ourselves.

self motivation is rare. It is like the ultimate weapon but it is also okay if you need motivation from outside because above all we all are humans and we need human touch to get away. So what can motivate me to get through the toughest things? this question can have n number of answers depending on the person.

now look what the hell i am talking about. you can get motivated by anything in your way. motivations come in quantum of packets i guess, it is hard to bank on one particular thing for your motivation for a long time but we can easily break down the things in the ratios according to our grasps.
So get yourself motivated by any damn thing. it is just a way to proceed since no one is caring about you actually. people don't think too much about you though they show their deepest concerns and trust me to get motivated is one of the hardest things because there is not much left after this. As a human you can be destroyed or ignored but as a symbol you are invincible. That symbol is nothing but your motivation as you become entirely different when you are dedicated to a single goal completely.
I am a very ordinary person and often get carried away by the external forces. it is really very hard to ignore the delights of a common life and you may or may not get those things. if you are getting the things on the right time then no worries but if you are not then you really need something to get yourself done.
Finally we all are looking for our redemption. aren't we? some need money , some need sex and some need love or fame. there is nothing wrong in anyone of these because this is the only way to get yourself noticed. What i used to think always about people was that they do notice inner qualities and true intentions or feeling but sadly i was wrong. we don't get the things according to our conscience not at all but we do get them according to the arithmetic of common life. we do judge the people very fast without knowing enough about them (not to say that this thing is almost universal truth for the girls).
in short we are living in a superficial world and hence we need superficial things for ourselves. I am asking you to go and get those things. you can be only one person away from your best but that one person can be unaware about how important he/she is for you. the problem is yours so get that done by yourself only. it seems harsh but it is the fact that some people are alone, they are not required in this world and they are destined to get deleted without any mark but they have the courage , they have the motivation and they are obsessed for success. they are not going to stop not at any damn cost. they will snatch the happiness from the very hands of destiny. they will not get ignored by you, they will make you to notice them sooner and later, they will leave a mark on you , they will get everything and they will master you in your minds and you know why because they are INVINCIBLE.
yeah i know that i have put so much of crap here and it is all very confusing but i also admit that everyone can get a glimpse of his/her life in this, i leave that upto you to figure out how this crap can help you because i presumed in the very starting of this topic that you are not the happiest person on the earth.
can i make you happier?
enJOY

the real imaginations

"The legend of Ramayana or Mahabharata or the existence of some Divine character like ram and demonic character like ravan with ten heads. the spear of destiny or the code that can lead you to the blood line of jesus or for a moment the story of the fountain or for a say a secret organization like ILLUMINATI..and it doesn't even stop here..it goes to HOGWARTS where you can find the potter with a wand doing something beyond the scratch of muggle's so called reality and also down the way somewhere TWILIGHT happens. it talks about the love between vampire and human when love itself is hard to find among humans"

you can wonder on the shape of fantasy or you can fathom yourself with its genesis. If you are too practical then you are too dumb to understand this and hence missing the pleasures a lot, on the other hand if you are too much in it you will be carried away so far that you won't be able to judge the simplest of things in their simplest meanings and forms. in short, you will end up screwing yourself if you are at the either end of this scale which contains all the information or at least the hints of the past,future and of course the present and not to mention that it is up in space and time both equally.

I once had a chat with a friend regarding the spear of destiny. spear of destiny is nothing but the spear that killed jesus. you can imagine the impact it can have on world if it is found. it is the darkest of the dark things that is for sure. on the other hand we can have an arrow of the destiny too in our indian mythology (Refer lord krishna for this).

by the logic of THE DA VINCI CODE we can't completely deny the existence of the blood line of shri ram or buddha or lord krishna. Also the potter can take his lessons from guru viswamitra described in RAMAYANA who can give him some divine powers which is nothing but magic.

So i guess that things are not absolute, we can look at them in the way we want. we can have different gods but we must be feeling same when we are remembering them or missing them. Our facts sometimes fall behind of our beliefs. who cares about the descendants of RAM or JESUS or KRISHNA but yes we care about them as a symbol of faith. who can really say that MAHABAHARAT or RAMAYANA did happen for a sure but yes we have derived values from these things since centuries. We have been able to structure our society,country and hence the whole world based on our beliefs which are present in these books as our learnings.

Eventually things never change but we. things are shapeless and meaningless, it is only our perception that defines them. so lets have lots of perceptions and imaginations..lets put things out of the box..see the world in the way to want but always with a check..put the things in your own order..lets PUT IT IN THAT WAY..

enJOY